Sunday, January 27, 2008
hahas yoyo goin to book in already hahas 1st time going in seems so lonely hahas ... hmmm if i say after we broke up i'm not sad i'm lyin ... more or less there will b an amount of saaddness in me but hahas i hope my crappyness can help me pull through lo hahas ... ya when reachin s'pore just now from malaysia feel very bored ... no ppl to msg ... hahas never had this feeling for the past few mths already hahas cause everytime also msg her msg her hahas ... now i think she will reply la but don think will reply alot cause we're just friends ma .. hahas ya so ya ... bored lo ... think will try to do other things to keep my mind busy also hahas ... ya then donno how to tell my bunk mates hahas they damn cb de hahas say after me and my gf break up pass to him ... hahas think fai also don wan him lo hahas aiya if they ask i also donno why to say cause when i inside camp for the past 3 weeks every night will call her or if not will try hahas but now no ppl to call .. hahas think will not used to it hahas ... think now nothing can change her mind also cause i myself also wanted to end it already but everytime will think that i'm going to break her heart and i'll b very lonely w/o her changed my mind ... so ya bit regret la ...
yo so now i'm back to being SINGLE already hahas
today was at my grandma house hahas happy cause alot ppl was there ^^ and wa lao i think i gain weight from there lo hahas hmmm not although no motivation from fai already ahahs but will still try my very best to lose weight as much as poss hahas i got 10 weeks more to do that ~!!! hahas ^^ now 78++ concider 79 la hahas easier hahas wanna lose lose lose hahas ^^ hmm ya and train some more hahas can look more muscular hahas ^^ yaya will try real hard this time ^^ so ya donno what more thing to blabber bout hahas so ya guess will stop here hahas anione whose reading this free entertain me ar hahas at night la that is hahas 7++ to 9++ hahas if not everyday play psp will no batt de hahas kkz la ciao
signin off at 1825
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haven got a name aimed @ |Sunday, January 27, 2008|
hello ... ya i'm single already hahas ... was ditched .. :( saded hahas feeling awkard just now sleep at 3 ++ then 555 woke up to call her wake up then she never ans .. must b still sleepin hahas then cannot sleep till now .. am going back to clean up my grand ma house later ... so ya cannot sleep .. been think bout me and fairuz ... hahas but o.k la i respect her decision .. but i donno why what she said a day before and what she say just now don tally ... can one day change her so much ??? hahas aiya donno la she said not to her her go or give up on her case she's not entertaning enough ... then just now tell me that we remain as friend better ... ya ... so ya then i ask her if we're still tgt or if she wanna break up and ya ... in the end she said that wanted to break up lo ... hahas bit sad la but am happy to be friends ... not like my 1st one now never chat already ... hahas am happy also cause is her who wanted to break up not me cause if is me may ... may onli ar make her cry ... hahas i don wanna do that ... ya so i'm single already hahas ...
p.s this is not a joke ...
hahas never get to celebrate v.day wif her ... think will b stayin at camp will all the gays out there ... hahas
hmmm so ya if you wanna know more mayb can sms meand if i'm happy i'll tell you hahas but later goin back malaysia ... so if got reply is also when i reach s'pore ...
ya don talk bout this already haahs happy happy ... la la la later going back to ah ma house long time never see her already hahas miss her also .. hahas ^^
kkz going off already hahas cya soon ^^
signin off @ 0648
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haven got a name aimed @ |Sunday, January 27, 2008|
Saturday, January 26, 2008
wow so fast then 3 weeks passed already hahas la la la ... 11 more weeks to go .. hahas ~!!! hahas
KKZ LA I ALSO MISS MY SCANDALS LA
hahas happy ??? hahas so ya ... yesterday was 25 .. was our 1 mth .. like bit slow and at the same time like fast ar ... hahas
ya i booked out then at night went to find her and gave her flowers but she call me to give her tml .. that is later ... hahas ya then she gave me a small but meaninful present hahas i loveed it hahas ^^
so ya actually yesterday she smsed me in the morning and said wanted to end our relationship but afterday that said that she was joking ... but ya you see there won b ani waves w/o wind ... right ... so ya i asked her ... and donno why after i went back i don feel very good and then we sms ... so after awhile ... i thinking of ending the relationship also ... but then she send me a very long msg hahas and i think after reading that i don wanna end the relationship already ... also after that i reach home then i open the present and ya ... hahas it was outta my mind already ... actually i wrote this out is just to say out what i wanna say ... so if you wanna know more ...
don ask me ... <------ SEE HERE ... DON'T ASK ME kkz ...
hahas cause i belive keeping everything inside is not good hahas thats all i gotta comment on this part hahs so well well moving on to next part
ya so today going back to store shrink warp arif ^^ hahas la la la ... so happening
hahas think now that i'm gone ... arif's the man already hahas then aft that mayb whee siang ...
ya also my sis didn't really do well for her O's so ... ya i also donno why to do hahas ... mayb if you got anithing to say can write inside tag box .. wall consider when i see it hahas
ya so actually i wanna iron my cloths than go out already hahas ^^ ya so cya ~!!!
signin off @ 1421
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haven got a name aimed @ |Saturday, January 26, 2008|
Sunday, January 13, 2008
I really love fairuz ^^ hahas today very sad and happy sad cause going back inside already then think think this type of life i gonna go through for 12 weeks more ... cannot see her and my friends .. if kana gurad duties need 2 weeks ... this time i come out .. onli meet fai on fri sat and sun never see .. damn sad lo .. hahas
hmm then happy cause she send me a very sweet msg that i've saved hahas help me forget all my worries ..
FAIRUZ I LOVE YOU
hahas i think she won see la hahas cause i never tell her my blog add hahas ^^ shhh...
kkz i going off already
singin off @ 1700
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haven got a name aimed @ |Sunday, January 13, 2008|
Saturday, January 12, 2008
wahahaha 1st week in NS was tough not beacuse of the training ... the training haven start ... it's because of my phone ... no extra batt then miss fairuz and my friends and family all ... then donno who to call ... donno wether will waste batt not ... donno if call use more batt of sms and wait for sms more wasteful .. stress .. go inside my weight was 83 on wed when checking and lessen down to 81 on friday ... was bit surprised but o.k la ... there really got alot alot of malay and chinese was like ... 10% ??? at most lo .. hahas
1st week nothing much to say cause all is admin stuffs injection ... ehh ya that's all ... hmm i wanna lose weight for real this time cause i wanna b a fire fighter ... caause got chance to be posted to a near by fire post ... hahas ^^ then onli need to work one day out of three though that one day workin is 24 hours .. but ... if kana post to near by de .. woo song hahas
but being an instructor also not bad hahas but need to go to boonlay ... very far =.=
hmm the friday book out very happy cause can see fairuz hahas miss her alot alot alot ^^ hahas
hmm nothing much i wanna say already hahas bye bye ^^
signin off @ 1925
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haven got a name aimed @ |Saturday, January 12, 2008|
Friday, January 4, 2008
hais ... wanna tell everyone my feeling now ... saded ... hais today last day of cross check was suppose to b happy .. hahas cause after that going to meet my fai fai ...but going to end that time boss call me to go back hahas ...
sian .. also today's the last day for me to wear tru uni ... hahas
so ya go back ... we went to buy bubble tea then .. the each-a-cup brad de bubble tea not good de lo .. still charge 2.50 each .. omg ... it's like ... lousy de lo .. hahas my house downstairs even better lo ... hahas
oh ya suppose to b sad post ... wait ...
ya so reach usq then saw all my friends will miss them de ... saded ...
so ya boy call me go eat sushi wif her then go lo ... there i say i don wan eat cause i full in the end eat as much as her .. hahas
ya then she wanted to buy cigg then went to 7-11 ya ... so there i go wif her ... then when i was going to mrt was bout to go top up my card then .. OMG cannot find my wallet .. hahas
sian rush back to usq ... otw melvin called said he was in usq so i ask him to help out ... but ... in the end cannot find .. sian ...
donno if i had dissapointed fairuz not but she wait and wait for me and i had to lose my wallet .. hiaz ...
so sorry my love ^^
don think she'll read this but ... ya hahas
hmmm then went to police stat hahas report loss ... hahas
wif melvin la that is .. thanks mel
then meet my mom ... then go home haha
so ya i wanted to say is
fai i'm sorry
so ya kkz bout this end already ^^
singin off @ 2239
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haven got a name aimed @ |Friday, January 04, 2008|
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
hey ya guys ... i going to ns soon already .. received the letter on 28 ... then no time to blog till today ... hahas ... was workin and actin sick ... hahas ... hmmm so ya terry wanted my blog to b longer ... so i think now i'll write a long one ... longer then the last post .. hahas
so on the 28th .. my dad called me and told me that i was going to go inside army on the 8th of jan ... omg ... was my reaction .. i wanted early ... but not that short notice lo ... damn ... gonna miss everyone ... also that day i didn't know how to tell ny boss ... hahas in the end lydia help me tell him ... i was a little shock then next sad ... cause too fast already ... ...
the next day ... i went back to work and was late .. i gave my leter and handed up my resignation letter ... after that i went back to clearin stagin ... hahas ... did not make much impact ... that means i'm not quite useful ... hahas ... 30 was fai's birthday and i have to work ... but in the end i kana gastric ... mc one day hahas ... was not fun
so yesteday was my last day in store ... later going paragon to cross cheack ...
i'm gonna miss you guysaignin off @ 0159
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haven got a name aimed @ |Wednesday, January 02, 2008|
